Ping pong competition

Today, I just finish a ping pong competition in INTI NILAI.
I still wondering why i keep doing the same mistake in the competition.( stress i think )
Actually i got a bit disappointed, because some of the player did not turn up.
When we reach there, the competition already started.
Johnny, Loo and i are the player in this competition. Just 3 of us...How we want to win with just 3 of us? we already doing our best in the competition, so i dun feel any regret.
But i really need more training to become more better.
Sometime i am thinking, how if i graduated?
Our college female are not interesting in ping pong?
I hope college can find more female to play ping pong, because we always lack of female in the competition. It really make me worry..Because we cant always walk through in the competition.
it really not fair for the male player..Next year will be my last year playing ping pong in HICT, i hope i will not be the last female who playing ping pong in HICT.
Really hope that got other female that willing to follow my footstep...Let the ping pong club be active in the college...Although i am not a good player, but i really hope can get other female to join us. Go for a competition to get some experience...Every time i went for a competition i can feel that i improve a lot, when you are in a competition u can see a lot of thing and learn a lot of thing...Hope before i graduate, can get more girls to join us...